This is NOT a blog. This is NOT a blog post. I am NOT a person. I do NOT have feelings. I do NOT have a heart. I do NOT get hurt by people. I do NOT respect people. I do NOT respect other's feelings. I do NOT respect elders. I do NOT talk properly. I do NOT stay calm. I do NOT stay peaceful. I am NOT peace-loving. I am NOT qualified enough. I am NOT good enough to be living. I am NOT worth wile to be known as a person. I do NOT deserve someone's love and affection. I do NOT deserve a loving, caring girl. I do NOT deserve my parents. I am NOT eligible to have good friends. I do NOT deserve this life. I do NOT deserve to sleep. I do NOT deserve ANYTHING.
Yes, for all those info-hungry whores and bastards out there, I'm depressed. I am totally fucked up.
Imagine how you'll feel when you know you've done it right and YET you are being blamed for every fucking thing that goes wrong. Imagine how it feels to be fed up of everything around you.
If you can imagine that, welcome to my world.
For years, I've known that the +2 level of the Indian education system is a khade lund pe dhokha. It is utter nonsensical and makes no mistakes in fucking a properly live-able life of an excellent academic.
Yes, I was an academic. I was an excellent student.
But now, I'm a failure. I am a low-life retard who has no self-confidence left. The self-confidence drained to such copious amounts that I don't believe I could ever excel in anything.
Such has my life been made by my peers, parents and friends.
All those people who come around saying, "Hey I'm your friend." are instead the biggest chutiyas and madarchodhs of this world.
Our peers are a bunch of bhosadikas and bhenchodhs.
In totality, everyone around us are dirty assholes by heart. Such lowly douche bags who will sell you for money and success.
So in conclusion, I have kept my trust for people aside. A pure hate for mankind has emerged from the depths of me.
A hate which no one can subdue. Not even myself.
Take care, retarded mankind. I'll screw you'll someday. :)
Yes, for all those info-hungry whores and bastards out there, I'm depressed. I am totally fucked up.
Imagine how you'll feel when you know you've done it right and YET you are being blamed for every fucking thing that goes wrong. Imagine how it feels to be fed up of everything around you.
If you can imagine that, welcome to my world.
For years, I've known that the +2 level of the Indian education system is a khade lund pe dhokha. It is utter nonsensical and makes no mistakes in fucking a properly live-able life of an excellent academic.
Yes, I was an academic. I was an excellent student.
But now, I'm a failure. I am a low-life retard who has no self-confidence left. The self-confidence drained to such copious amounts that I don't believe I could ever excel in anything.
Such has my life been made by my peers, parents and friends.
All those people who come around saying, "Hey I'm your friend." are instead the biggest chutiyas and madarchodhs of this world.
Our peers are a bunch of bhosadikas and bhenchodhs.
In totality, everyone around us are dirty assholes by heart. Such lowly douche bags who will sell you for money and success.
So in conclusion, I have kept my trust for people aside. A pure hate for mankind has emerged from the depths of me.
A hate which no one can subdue. Not even myself.
Take care, retarded mankind. I'll screw you'll someday. :)
Duuude. :|
ReplyDeleteWTH?
justs o you know. No one can make you feel bad WITHOUT you wanting them too.
And, please marks do not SHOW a person's intelligence.
Relaaax. :)
P.S- i love your template. All because of me you found this awesome template, no? :P
I'll reply only to that P.S with an R.t.P.S : xD
ReplyDeleteR.t.P.S : NO! I had this with me a LOOOOOOOONG while back. =D